Her friends had advised her that staying in was doing Alice
an injustice. The fair was an ideal place 
to brush off her laconic feelings but she still clung to the
familiarity of solitude insisting she was 
alright. Eventually, after much bullying, Alice relented to
her friend’s demands and followed with 
little positive expectation.
   Only two miles and
the walk would do her good, they said. But the night air was enhanced by a 
chilly fog that caressed her exposed skin and sent icy messages
to the pain receptors in her gloveless 
finger tips. She rubbed them with vigour but her vain
attempt left only a tingly sensation. As they 
drew closer she saw children, with half-filled helium
balloons tied to their wrists, clinging to 
pushchairs, sobbing at their departure. Half eaten candy
apples and discarded fast food wrappers 
littered their path. The smell of diesel and hotdogs clogged
the air and gave a sense of warmth that 
did not exist.
   The otherwise dark
clouds ahead were illuminated by the laser lights advertising the nauseous 
rides. For a moment, Alice saw the clouds as white fluffy
enticements and she grew hungry. The 
twinned noises of voice and music  rudely punctuated the stillness of the night
and as Alice turned 
the corner she could see the stalls and the delights they
offered.
   I’m hankering for
something, she thought, but what is it? Slowly, she made her way through the 
medley of stalls and onlookers until they were at the
entrance and there it was. A small candy-floss 
hand cart with a kaleidoscope parasol which match the hues
of the selection of aired sugar 
confectionary.
‘Help you love, what you after’ chirped the owner.
‘Umm, I would like blueberry, no strawberry, sorry no, I
umm, don’t know’.
‘What about a bit of each? Two quid, yeah?’
‘Yes. Yes please!’.
   The weathered and
weary  face of the punter smiled and
brown teeth warned Alice of the candy 
floss’ long term effects. She began the burring noise of the
metal bowls, took a stick and traced it 
round each, picking up the webbed sugar strands of pink and
blue. Alice licked her dry lips with 
desire. As she devoured the candy she sensed her mood
changing and welcomed its arrival. She 
became enlightened and realised life was good, she had just
had to empower herself, break out from 
the four walls of that melancholic prison and engage with
life. Her friends were right.
   Next a fairground
ride, she told herself. She began looking up at the attractions. One rider
caught 
her attention, his behaviour reflected what she wanted. The
ride spun him high into the air on its 
mechanical arm and he embraced each twist and turn as if he
were a bird manoeuvring on the air 
currents. His face was absent from care or worry and his
hair curled carefree about him. He looked 
free.  He was free.